No matter how hard I try, I"m never satisfied with anything.
Does my constant drive for something better lead to an ongoing frustration which turns into boredom?
Maybe....
Tonight I sit at home, replaying conversations, thinking about our 3 services, design, order, and the talk that I gave today.
I'm even frustrated with the lack of commitment I'm giving to this thing.
I'll try to be more regular.
Yes... I need a hobby.